I can't believe it has been 3 years. I miss you so much
Son, my memories span the last 19 years of your beautiful life. As a child you earned the nickname squeekers because of your high pitch voice. You always spoke so clearly and I will forever remember you putting up your arms to me saying "hold you mom, hold you". Your soul always radiating happiness. That big piece of happiness for your family left us on August 14, 2014 when you physically left this world. Son I want so bad to be sitting next to you while you recite movies like you wrote them. It is a unique talent you and Bug share, now there will never be that extra echo in my ears again. I'm miss the pattering footsteps you made with Sis and Jack running around the house playing. I am desperately looking for the pictures of when grandpa Jack bought you, Augestine, and Jack police costumes and we called you guys the three lil pigs. I am devistated that weddings, grandchildren, and more wonderful memories with you are now gone. I LOVE YOU SON MORE THEN WORDS CAN EVER EXPRESS, AND I MISS YOUR BIG HUGS!!!! I want to say thank you for every memory, every hug, and every kiss. I want to tell you how proud I am to be your MOM......Son your whole family will keep you alive by trying to do the things that were important to you. For some reason this lesson was given to our family, and now we must try and function in this world without you. Please watch over us, I know how protective you are, and until we meet again my son.........I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I remember always running around as kids and being crazy, like when I used to go see you on the weekends or during the summer.. I remember when you lived in Heber with grandma Lois and I went out there around Christmas time and while grandma was at work we threw pens at her Christmas tree to see how many ornaments we could break hahaha and when she got home we blamed it on your cat.. Man, we were bad but if i could live it all over again I'd do it the same and I would enjoy all of our crazy moments again in a heartbeat. I love you so much brother, I wish you could come home...
